The Little Things
Basically that's what makes me, me. Little things here and there that I do different are what makes me unique i suppose.
Sometimes I just wish I had some answers. Just one or two.
It sucks to realise when people you thought wereyour friends turn their back on you.
You were talking with her
But messing with me
Its finally clear
Your bluring the lines
Are you Disturbed?
Oh now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?
Can’t undesrtand?
I’ll slow it down for you
Tell me how can you sleep
How can you breath
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
How can you sleep
How can you breath
I hate when you say
How you love me now
Save
Save it for her
I’m not gunna hear
your reasons and “please just take me backs”
Were never were right
Don’t waste your breath
You crashed on your own tonight
Can’t understand?
I’ll slow it down for you
Tell me how can you sleep
How can you breath
Baby tell me now
How you love me know
Tell me how can you sleep
How can you breath
I hate when you say
How you love me now
Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There no more you and I
You played me yet again. Was part in cheating yet again. I don’t know who you are anymore and the worst part is I cant help but still love you. Something must be wrong with me, I cant seem to grasp the reality of the situation. Id rather you be happy instead of me, and id rather be with you than be with anyone and be happy. I know that sounds fucked up but I cant get my mind around anything else. Yet once again you kissed me twice yesterday. You need to figure out what you need and want. What you really want. Because I can’t help you with that anymore and I am done trying. If and when you are ready to try you know where to find me.
I don’t know whats going on anymore, and at this point. I don’t think I care.
Sometimes I just don’t know what to think anymore. You break my heart. Twice. How was I dumb enough to let that happen. Let alone even give you the chance to do it again. You say that you still love me and hope we can have a future as at least friends but right now you just dont know what you want. So where does that leave me.
The other night you said you didnt even miss me and never thought about me. Killed me. Something happened and I ended up calling you in tears and you said it was a lie so that you do not lead me on. I told you I know you don’t want anything right now and it wasnt cool of you to lie and you apologize. You calmed me down and said goodbye. We chatted over the next few days and then parted ways after information was exchanged and it leaves me no better off then I was before with the exception that you still love me.
What Do I Do.
Hopefully things will start to get better soon. I wont be worrying about every little thing that he does and it wont bother me if i dont know. I need to get back to the point where i trust him again. I know it will take time, but its so hard not being able to trust someone you love so much. It hurts not being able to. but right now I just cant. Hope is the only thing Ive got right now. Lets just hope that thats all i need. Sometimes love isnt enough. I have very high hope that were going to make it through this.
Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of,
As I’m dreaming of your face
I’ve been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can’t imagine being anywhere else
I can’t imagine being anywhere else but here.
How the hell did you ever pick me
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don’t think words can express your beauty
It’s singing to me
How the hell did we get like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we’ve been history.
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can’t promise that things won’t be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me.
It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
what my dreams are made of
Can’t fall asleep, Can’t fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you
I’ll fall in love, You’ll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can’t imagine being anywhere else.
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
can’t promise that things won’t be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me.
The way that we are
It’s the reason I stay
As long as you’re here with me
I know we’ll be OK
The way that you are
It’s the reason I stay
As long as you’re here with me
I know I’ll be OK.
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can’t promise that things won’t be broken
But I swear That I will never leave.
(I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
they say that love is forever
your forever is all that I need
( I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay as long as you need.
(I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
Can’t promise that things wont be broken
But I swear that i will never leave
( I couldn’t alove just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay forever with me.
<3 sleeping With Sirens <3
Jealousy. A nasty thing it can be.
Lately I have found it very hard not to be jealous. I just got back together with my boyfriend of a year and a half who cheated on me after promising to never do such a thing and told me over and over to trust him. He wants to stay friends with this girl, because they have become ‘good friends’ in the two months they have known each other. Bullshit. But he goes to school with her and she is a mutual friend through everyone else he hangs out with at school, on top of that she is in classes with him. It’s not like he can help being around her. But she is all over his facebook, and she texts him. They are no more than friends he says. But last time he said that it was a lie.
Its hard to re trust someone who you gave your heart too and they just crushed it in an instant. When you love someone it takes a whole lot to hate them, even though they made you cry for days and made you hurt more than you ever thought you could. Were taking things slow, and every day is hard. But he says he’s worth it.
I hope he can handle the inevitable jealousy that is in store for a month or more. Who knows how long it will take to not be jealous any more and be able to trust him again. Its a scary thought.
Hopefully we can both strong.
